February 25, 2009

dear diary of me..

At times I feel like im someone but im not..
At times I feel as if the whole world is watching every breath I take,
every movement I make..
At times I feel lost..not knowing what to do next in life..
At times I feel dead inside, no good feelings, no emotion at all..
At times I wish I were someone else..
At times..I really try to see myself through other eyes,
but all I see is a fake a lie, im not as happy and care free as some may think..
At times I find myself thinking..

I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I have left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you..

Well.. im going to make diz blog that gives off the total truth of me..
but since im lazy to write everyday on here and i dont care that i have no friends on here or anything..
this is like a place just for me to keep my feelings..well i dont have anything to say..

diz is story of a gal

Well..I luv to laugh n I talk A LOT as talkative girl! I dont descriminate..
And dont mess with my frenza..Im can be such as a little crazy sumtimes..like to dream, luv musics rili much..addicted with chocolate..owez outing..window shopping n now on my way become a partime gamerz playerz as counter strike n dota..rili addict! ehee..i luv car n luv emo too..n im is cant control myself to take a picture!!..uwaa.. (:

As years goes by, i changed a lot..i learned to appreciate what ive been given..n i realized any fact facing us is not as important as our attitude towards it, for that determines our success or failure. The way you think about a fact may defeat you before you ever do anything about it. You are overcome by the fact because you think you are. Sometimes you've got to get hurt in order to grow,
Sometimes our visions seem clearer after our eyes are washed out with tears..
It's not what happens to you that determines how far you will go in life it is how you handle what happens to you.

Don't dwell on what went wrong. Instead, focus on what to do next. Spend your energies on moving forward toward finding the answer..
I always trust that everything happens for a reason, even when we're not wise enough to see it.